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Can the beautiful be sad? Is beauty inseparable from the ephemeral and hence from mourning? Or else is the beautiful object the one that tirelessly returns following destructions and wars in order to bear witness that there is survival after death, that immortality is possible?

โ€• Julia Kristeva, Black Sun: Depression and Melancholia

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A gifted chaebol runaway leads a band of delinquents in stealing an ancient atlas from the man who destroyed his young life, (re)entangling him in the sordid and violent world of South Koreaโ€™s highest of highs and lowest of lows.

Please check out the carrd here and the fic trailer here.

Two-shot Minjoon and Vmin, fantasy, fluff, little bit of angst, Baguio au

Yoonjin, 4.7k, problematic punks au, fluff, meetcute, way off trope

Yoongi is a communist volunteer at a youth center where Jin, an anarchist punk, ends up seeking shelter from a snowstorm.

Huidawn, Shui/Huiwon, HyuHyo, HuiHyu, angst, hurt/comfort, no comfort, idol au, smut, fwb

Why can't we have everything? Why are we so greedy as to want everything?

Genderbent Bangtan one-shots in a sometimes angsty, sometimes smutty, always fluffy alternate universe.

Triple H, Greek mythology au, angst, fluff, hurt/comfort

Hyojong is the winged God of Dreams, who meets Hui, a mysterious lyre-player who does not (cannot?) sleep. Of a common past, they spend a warm summer night talking as they await the arrival of the Goddess of Dawn.

VMon, 7k, Fluff, Comfort, tiny bit of angst

The retired art husbands au that no one asked for. Literally Namjoon just looking back on a life well-lived together with Taehyung, inspired by their mutual love for art, bungeo-ppang and late nights.

Minjoon, 3.9k, ghost/bookstore au, fluff and angst, Baguio, urban legends

Namjoon is the ghost at the Mt. Cloud Bookshop. Jimin is the new clerk that shakes the routine of everyday afterlife.

Platonic VMin soulmate au, bit of MinJoon. 4.8k, dark crack, angst, comfort, natural disasters, graphic descriptions of death/dying, probably blasphemy, too.
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The story of how an angel and a demon became friends during the 1990 Luzon Earthquake in Baguio and how they started bothering a ghost who was just minding his own afterlife haunting a bookstore.

For a few beats, she looks back, regarding the other girl's features: her gentle face, the crescent slits of her eyes, the subtle jut of her lower lip. Hobi wonders what it would feel like caught between her own, wet with spit and on the tip of her tongue.
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We open with Hobi and Namjoo, bestfriends in the final weeks of high school, contemplating the future and each other.

As Hobi clutches her, a warm vanilla scent reaches her nose and it takes everything in her power not to cry right there and then, reminded of days in high school when Hobi would be there in the worst of times (less than stellar grades, stupid boys, something small and stupid that she said or did and couldnโ€™t let go), always quick to understand without so many words. Always warm.

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Namjoo and Hobi meet again ten years after losing touch post-high school, perhaps they get a second chance?

They hadnโ€™t seen each other in a long time. She hasn't felt these feelings in a long time. As they rise again after years of dormancy, they surround her like a comfortable fog. The kind of fog that descends and invites you to stay in bed and get comfortable as you watch it roll past. Yet, Hobi also knows it's the kind of fog you shouldn't be walking around in. It was the kind of fog that causes accidents, making you think there's still road when there's actually nothing but cliff.

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Namjoo and Hobi pick up where they left off after high school. The question is, where do they go from here?

V tries their best to stifle the laugh that bubbles up their chest, eyes forming crescents. Jinnie rises up again and catches V in her mouth, taking the laughter from their lips and kissing them until theyโ€™re both breathless and she lets V rest their forehead on hers. She opens her eyes and breathes in deep. โ€œStay?โ€

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Jinnie and V find comfort and each other after grief.

When Yoonjiโ€™s song played, Jinnie saw from the corner of her eye that tears were streaming down the younger girl's face again. Jinnie put an arm around her shoulders and held her tightly while she cried.

Six years later, when most of their friends and family had stopped coming over after Hyunwoo's death, Yoonji would hold Jinnie just as tightly, stroking her hair and humming gently, so she could take a rest from all the crying.
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Yoonji and Jinnie always have each other.

โ€งโบหš๏ฝฅเผ“โ˜พ my babies โ˜ฝเผ“๏ฝฅ*หšโบโ€ง

BTS
๋ฐฉํƒ„์†Œ๋…„๋‹จ

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Kim Namjoon
Kim Seokjin
โ™ฅ Min Yoongi โ™ฅ
Jung Hoseok
Park Jimin
Kim Taehyung
Jeon Jungkook

PENTAGON
ํŽœํƒ€๊ณค

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Lee Hwitaek
Jo Jinho
Yang Hongseok
Ko Shinwon
Yan An
Yeo Changgu
Adachi Yuto
Kang Hyunggu
Jung Wooseok

KIM HYOJONG
๊น€ํšจ์ข…

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zullie | z

she/her | bisexual

yoongi-biased
taehyung-wrecked

sun in scorpio
moon in virgo
moonchild rising

Heya, my name is Zullie and I'm an academic and editor from the Philippines. My fields are in language, literature and cultural studies, and I have special interests in intersectional feminism, gender studies, film, Marxist theory and popular culture.

I write fanfics to get out of my head when there's too many things going on in there.